So near. Yet so far.
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Sunday, March 12, 2006
Haiiz... why tis type of things keep on happening towards me... haiiz...
everything was just like a dream... you came beside... but it's only for awhile... haiiz... u left a scar in my heart... and it's a deep one... or maybe it's incurable... haiiz... but all this things... you just seems don care... haiiz... maybe... i really doesn't mean a thing to u... haiiz... nth will ever block away this type of hurtness away... as... i rreally........ haiiz... or maybe it's my own fault... i came too late.. and u are gone with him... for long... haiiz...
recently... no mood in everyting... today... went for training... not many pple came... haiiz... stood there... daydreaming... for a long time... was really feeling very siianz... even... today was the worse day tat i lion dance... the first time so worse... didn't express the feeling out... as i was really no mood... seeing and hearing gd news from my friend... either weekends or with their partners or whoever... haiiz... then at training's place... i didn't have an interest in anything... haiiz... totally siianz... super siianz... haiiz...
anna... i would really hope tat one day... you would really noe tat there's such a guy call ming hao... has really hoping to be with you... but in the end... u turn around by ignoring him... and walked away... this really hurt him alot... haiiz... don ever do tis to any guy who hope to be with you agian... as it will really leave him with a very deep scar...
jia min jie... i don tink there's anymore thing for me to do to cover this... haiiz... thnks for ur advice... haiiz... but it really looks like by going somewhere else won't do anything much good... haiiz... seems tat i'm failure in everyting... haiiz... really...
he didn't giveup;
& he's still loving *NQY* at 10:16:00 PM
10:16:00 PM@
dye hair blue/purple
November 2005